

Ahhhhhh, last night was nice. MUCH better than Saturday night. That was the first night I got so shitfaced that I threw-up the ENTIRE contents of my stomach and blacked out on Amelia's bathroom floor. I never ever want to do that again. Empty stomach + swig of vodka + another swig of vodka + beer + a rum drink chris made me + another big swig of vodka + another even bigger swig of vodka = very unhappy, sick, embarrassingly drunk and vomiting me. Vodka is usually my friend. But not on nights when my stomach is empty and I keep grabbing the bottle and gulping it down until the taste gets to me and I need to stop/breathe. I am not a drunk...or a messy one at that...usually. But there's a first time for everything, everyone's been there, and Amelia and Justin were such sweethearts, helping me get from place to place (usually a bathroom), bringing me water, and telling me I'm beautiful. So...that's that, I guess.
Anyways, on a lighter note. LAST night. I slept over on canon street again. But this time not on the couch. It's so weird that I'm crushing on kristen and amelia's roommate...just a tad bit. All we really did was cuddle though. And I love that. The most comfy mattress and down sheets. I had weird dreams though. But anyways...back to that one roommate. I don't understand how kristen and amelia find him so unappealing. Amelia even admitted that he has a really nice body and a good face. I think he's a definite attractive and a sweetie pie too. Always baking cookies, and sharing food, and being adorable and playing with kristen's cat's, and sharing cigarettes, and just CUDDLING. Ugh. I sound like such a crazy person. And I don't have real feelings for him or anything. I could never DATE him. But I just feel really comfortable and happy around him. That doesn't mean I can't notice that duck from casino night and also be excited that he turns around and looks back at me. Or that I can't still think a certain boy is the bee's knees. Or that I can't be incredibly STOKED that a certain friend of a friend is going to be here in the near future. Anyways...I LOVE LOVE! ;D